Forget about It

by Mary Shanley

I feel this burning under

my left armpit and begin

to worry that the chemicals

in my deodorant are causing

 

cancer. I wonder how much

longer I have until I begin

to waste away?

 

But then I forget about it

 

and head into the living room

to drink my morning coffee

and read the latest horrific

developments in the world.

 

I immediately begin anguishing

over the plight of the Syrians,

the Afghans, the Yemeni and all

the other oppressed people of the world.

 

And feel guilty about being

a white American, who really

doesn’t have it so bad and what

can I do to change the hellish

 

activities of business and

government?

 

But then I forget about it

 

and reach over for another swig

of this dynamite blend of Sumatra

and Kenyan coffee beans that Lisa

ground for today’s brew.

 

Thank God my wife is such a coffee

freak. It’s like we live in our own

coffee bar.  The freezer is always

stocked with beans from: Africa,

Central America, Mexico and

Indonesia.

 

And as I walk into the kitchen

for a refill, I think about the

miniscule wages the workers earn

to pick the coffee beans and

suddenly the whole issue

 

of exploitation looms larger

than life and I suddenly feel

helpless about: the government,

global health crisis, global

 

warming, human rights violations,

famine and genocide.

I should probably go volunteer

at the local Amnesty International

 

office or, at least, write a letter to one

of those shitty dictators, so that, maybe,

one day, a political prisoner may see

the light of day.

 

But then I forget about it

 

and start searching the want-ads

for some kind of job, hopefully

working for people who are

enlightened to the fact that the most

 

efficient way of running a business

is to love your employees, because

people respond to love by producing

more work with more care.

 

And I wonder why more people

aren’t hip to love in the workplace

 

But then I forget about it

 

When this wild-eyed woman

runs square into me on the sidewalk.

No apology. No nothing.

I hate her. Matter of fact I hate her

 

so much I consider running after

her and confronting her with her

asshole ways, but then I imagine

her decking me with one punch

 

and blood spurting out both of my

nostrils and nobody on the street

stops to help me.

 

This being the image I conjure

I drop the anger and begin to

inhale love. And as I cross 14th

Street, I notice a Zapatista poster

 

and wonder how much longer

it will be until the oppressed

people of the world unite

and take over the United States.

 

Forcing all the uncool whites

into the backbreaking work fields

where they will slave the day away

singing classic rock songs and

drinking Snapple.

 

Modern Literature Magazine, 2015

Hobo Code Poems, 2008

 

 

 

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